Sunddenly things turn out very black, brigth light around me seems very dim, rainbows with level of colours turned out to be black, dreams and whises end up a pile of sand.
If live is really a game, i wonder where is the restart button? I never too deep to worry never too careful to feel the pain just enough to feel okay. What is it that you love about me? what makes me glow in your eyes? if you could tell me, maybe i could love that too, im just a piece of rubbish garbage. I couldn't be bothered holding on. every breath i took, is easy as an ABC, it was just another ordinary breath but it hurt so much more than that. Sometimes my arms tingle for me to cut them and sometimes i cut when i'm not even sad. Most of the time I'm just numb.I can't believe everything that I've expected at the way in my life. but it always happen. I'm just a black star, a star that never shines under the moon, but during the sunrise it only shines in me, by the time it shines on me is actually in the morning and nothing any no one seems to see me visible, I don't believe in luck anymore
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| how ugly i'm :( |
I've cried silenly showing to no one, fake smiles are created happiness seems numb, sadness sees alive all the time. I'm tired to hold on my life. i wish someone could just lift me up all the time, holding me from my back and telling me not to give up.Honey can't you?. Please help me heal these wounds. They've been open for too long.Bandaid won't heal me now
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